FEATURED POETS
FEATURED POETS
FEATURED POETS
FEATURED POETS
FEATURED POETS
Anita Jawary
The Melon
You fill the whole canvas,
unashamed of your pockled skin,
your puke-green knobbles,
your head severed at the stem,
unaware of your dumb ugly stare,
never questioning your right to be there.
You sit, severed head,
full forward on a white table-top,
nothing but a black wall behind,
and cast a large grey shadow
over everything that once
might have been held
to be beautiful.
Édouard Manet, French, 1832-1883
The Melon, 1880, oil on canvas
National Gallery of Victoria
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Paper Boy
Kicked like a football over the edge of heaven,
you landed with a thud on the slimy night-time stones of a Melbourne alleyway,
just behind the Paris end of Collins St,
and cried “Herald!”
But soft, Florence. Adagio.
It’s like spying on a small creature
hiding
in the crevice of a tree.
And all you see
is eyes.
Take a soft brush, Florence. A soft brush, when you draw out
the crystal of his soul
and hold it up to the light.
Perhaps, dear boy, in the stillness of this sitting,
you remember
you once shone like a round, bright moon,
loved by a woman whose whole world
she held in her hands
when she bent to kiss your soft, soft cheeks.
Or perhaps you eye the sunlight that lingers on the cat,
by name, Oliver,
curled up on his own red velvet cushion,
his soft cat-snores, a regular rise and fall of belonging.
Florence, quick! Allegro. The tide is rising and he cannot swim.
Swift strokes, Florence. Allegro!
A square brush.
A ballast for the soft round of his cheek held to the light
and for the strong white vertical and noose
of his rough neck comforter.
Allegro, Florence! Allegro! He can not swim!
And now. One last touch. The last Adagio.
A soft brush, Florence. Lente. Lente.
His sad eye averted, like pensive pools,
and his lips,
so tender.
O, dear boy, I would take your cheeks between my palms
and kiss, kiss, kiss away your sadness.
You are too young for grief and loss, and the cold jagged streets of night-time
predators.
Where do you go when the show is over?
You still cannot read the news you spruik?
The moon is lost, believed drowned.
She was spotted last night, directly above the Treasury,
whining and wailing for want of a bed.
Theatre-goers heading for home at close of show
saw her make a desperate dash across the sky,
leap off the edge of a cloud
and land somewhere near the corner of Bourke and Elizabeth.
Mrs Maloney of Wagga Wagga, staying overnight to visit her Uncle Joe in
town,
swore she saw the moon sneak past Reception at the Federal Hotel,
mumbling something
about room for a moon in a broom cupboard.
In a broiling Melbourne sky, bumped and battered by bellicose clouds,
the moon flailed and swallowed water
above a gold-dust city
that rose and fell
with the gentle sough and sigh
of rest and satiety.
Her compass, everything she’d ever believed
about the correct placement
of heavenly bodies in the universe,
had long fallen from her open hand.
As the paper boy pressed himself
into an alcove of the bakery at the top of Collins St,
away from the wind,
he saw the moon fall like a broken swan,
stark white
against a flat black sky.
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Silver threads of song surged from her throat. They spun glittering arabesques
above a town that rolled over and drew its coverlets
over its eyes and over its ears.
The moon sang of light and shade,
and of the myriad tears that glistened like fragile pearls
along the crust of the earth,
precarious in its pivot on millennia of disappointment, always believing
that the next spin
and the next
and the next
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will bring about
a new day.
Covering himself with newspaper to keep himself warm,
the boy watched rolling clouds drive a linear path towards the moon.
They encircled her, engulfed her, turned her inside out and muzzled her.
Then they swept the moon clean out of the sky,
like an errant page of your newspaper
hustled off the road by the wind.
Paper Boy by Florence Fuller, Melbourne 1888
National Gallery of Victoria Collection, public domain.
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